May 2013
my time away in a nutshell
I got a phone call my dad had been put in hospice care. Liver failure. A life time of drinking. He would be turning 72 on February 24. On the 19th I boarded the plane with my son at 11:20 am eastern standard time. Back in AZ at 9:20 AM my father took his last breath. My husband and daughter got on the plane a couple hour’s later. The trip was put together by friends and family because we...
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January 2013
Life and living or death and after
Why do we wait until someone is nearly dead before we decide it’s time to visit them? Why do we wait for the last visit to tell them we love them or finally forgive them or whatever it is we think we need to say? Why don’t you call that person you haven’t seen or talked to in years and tell them just that right now, before they are sick, before they are too old, before it’s...
Survived by...
isn’t that what they call is when you die but family remains? Like ” he was survived by his five children.” I guess I should look it up because I will be writing an epitaph for the first time in my short life. It’s scary and sad and lonely.
“According to Greek mythology, humans were originally created with four arms,...”
– PLato’s Symposium
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life
and all it’s wonders
“This will all fall down like everything else that was
This too shall pass and...”
– Rob Thomas
Broken
For the record I will taken a broken heart over broken trust. I have put my humpty dumpty heart back together before, but all the queens horses and all the queens hems haven’t the trust to mend again.
“…
There are people who cannot be held quietly. There are screams
that are...”
– “What It Took To Understand,” Shinji Moon (via commovente)
Wow. This
(via skinnyjames)
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Haddaway
spooninthesauce:
What is love? Baby don’t hurt me. I always liked that song
The question still remains. What is love.? There can be no one definition. I love my kids differently than I love my parents.. My wife different than my siblings.
However I believe this rings true
What is love with no passion, laughter, intimacy, minimal understanding, empty empathy, and consistently...
Smartphone?
Bye bye smartphone buy buy me a better life…
Think or Do?
I am not much of a reader. I seldom open my mouth after thinking. I am impulsive and aggressive. I am a do now kind of person. Just so you know.
marcusthetoken:
Talk, without action, is the easiest way to let me know you’re full of shit.
This is the story of my life.
In all the time I had forgotten what it was like to go out with someone who ignores me. My reminder has come on the heels of some other really twisted shit. Like being lied to. And having a drunk bar tender take precedence over my feelings. I don’t think I am where I had hoped to be right now. But as long as my self worth is near nothing I will keep letting the neglect carry on.
Knowing...
“Never play cards with a man called Doc. Never eat at a place called Mom’s. Never...”
– Nelson Algren (A Walk on the Wild Side)
Because I am an idiot. With no babysitters and he wanted me to come.
